February 2012
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January 2012
6 posts
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sleep is my drug
a few hours here
a few hours there
my waking hours dizzy and exhausted
fuck this
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a pangramic haiku
Those lockjaw-hexed grins
Queer spit froze us together
Be my Valentine
December 2011
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November 2011
5 posts
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October 2011
6 posts
AND IT HURTS ALL THE MORE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WITH...
i want to rip up the pavement with my teeth and claws and run tumbling screaming into the darkness of the woods a white form a white bulb floating through the trees spilling blood and shitting down my own legs and crying snot and everything disgusting as i run and am dizzy and vomit and weep because this is not me this monster this beast creature girl wild sharp thing this is not even close i am...
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cold constant sickness of doubt
i have the wet-tissue skin of new moth wings
setbacks get to me more than they should
i hate hate my fear
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September 2011
16 posts
i'm going to ireland now
in just over 24 hours i should be in a hostel in dublin, and then i’m spending two weeks backpacking around the countryside, along the coast.
there should be internet, but i’ll be on the move almost constantly and most likely won’t use it often, so unless i get somehow moved by the wild fae of my elusive father’s ancestry (harhar) to compose some sort of sweeping gaelic...
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I can't sleep
I’m drinking slightly spoiled milk and being self-indulgent. I should start gluing my book while I’m up but I’d just end up hot-gluing my fingers together. I love hot glue. How it hurts but never really leaves a burn, how easy it is to pull off the skin in full parts, the imprints left on it. It seems so far away, the idea that soon I might not have to leave the place I love. A...
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he loves me.
now that i have gutted you
thank you for your kindly lie.
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August 2011
5 posts
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what i wrote last night
I would really like to explore further and more coherently, through sort-of-fiction-poetry-script-writing-of-all-sorts. It would be mostly creative I suppose but also rather scientific, and I suspect that a lot of research and organization would be needed before I even came close to knowing what I was looking to explore. If I could ever get it anywhere near to cohesive (even to me) I’d have...
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